this is not me

passing through these busy streets
the sunlight kisses my skin
birds above are twittering
and my heart is glad

the sunlight kisses my skin
while my head is screaming
and my heart is glad
in protest, in defiance

while my head is screaming
from the paradox of you
in protest, in defiance
of our chemistry

from the paradox of you
my heart pumps euphoric beats
of our chemistry
while i wander 'round and back

my heart pumps euphoric beats
and i can't seem to choose
while i wander 'round and back
where to go? when to hold?

and i can't seem to choose
so, happy pills, answer this:
where to go? when to hold?
you make me happy
but this is not me.

you make me happy
but this is not me.